waking up to realize its not a dream...

o,O

Thu, 25 Feb 2010 16:12:58 GMT

http://www.greenmartini.com/mikomarie

That's just weird to me. lol. The only link that came up when you search "mikomarie model" that wasn't me. Wanted to share!

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Sat, 30 Jan 2010 18:42:08 GMT

I havent been on here in forever.. almost 2 years i think. But whats weird is..

i kept getting emails of a request to reset my password. I havent even came to this site in such a long time. Someone also changed my yahoo password somehow, so i had to change all my passwords to all my different sites and everything. That's kinda difficult and time consuming considering how many freaking sites im on..lol.

Ugh, who is doing this and why do you want in my email and shizzle?!

lame.

xo

moving!

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:01:47 GMT

I am getting my own place close to downtown by the galleria, i'm going to sign the papers tomorrow. I'm so excited! Finally, a place of my own!! It's going to be great. I'll be within 5 minutes of my school and the galleria, i've applied at the hot topic there so i can have some kind of income and i got an interview tomorrow at 2:45! things are looking up for now.

I am kind of nervous to work in retail again, but i've got to have a job doing something and for some reason retail stores like me.. hm. heh

I will take pictures of the place as soon as i get to move in and everything. ill need to get almost everything! i dont have any furniture besides a desk and a small bookshelf thing. lol. oh man, so much ahead!

It seems me and philip have been missing each other lately, so we havent talked about our shoot yet but im hoping our paths will cross soon!

I just got a palm centro and so far so good, im liking it! I got a red one so its all cute & colorful like me :D

OH i also shaved down the sides of my hawk the day before yesterday and it looks wayy better. we tried (Keyword - TRIED) to put it up and this was the result...

lol

light this city breaks up

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:28:06 GMT

Today i found out one of my favorite bands decided to break up. :(

i am so bummed right now!

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 18:02:11 GMT

i had a shoot yesterday but i was sick so im kinda nervous that the shots didnt come out and we did like 3 different sets of photos and i was there for 6 hours. i was sooo tired !!i hope i did a good job! i tried my best.

i think im going to take these dreads out soon, the loose extensions are getting too tangled and its hard to brush cause of the dreads... insane.

maaan, i lost a best friend and then got her back the other day. that was pretty cool.

i have not eaten today --- i need to. going to eat now.

i gots a dread hawk =P

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 14:00:41 GMT

& i meet some biker guys =P

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:36:56 GMT

This is Chris.
He's Stef's dad. we got pictures of his really cool outfit for this play type thing he was in on saturday.
=]

& this is me with bubbles!!

back from GIGANTOUR !!! --& i just have one question...

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:48:58 GMT

Why do a lot of girls dance like strippers to the music at metal shows? What is it that makes girls wanna dance all sexy like? When i hear metal, i dont wanna shake my ass around like i'm getting dolla billz thrown at me, i want to bang my head... you know what im sayin guys?! I just think its so strange when i go to shows i see girls dancing like that with the songs. it was just something i was thinking about while at the show seeing these ladies shakin around. Maybe its just me. Metal is pretty damn sexy though.

Anyways, i had a lot of fun at the show. it was so incredible. eric is awesome for giving me a ride. & I did good! i didnt drink or anything at the show, which im sort of proud of myself for not doing it. chigga chigga yeah!!

--- children of bodom was my favorite, as i already knew it would be. i love them so much :] megadeth was pretty damn sweet too though, as was in flames. i am so happy i got to go. I wish i had a little more extra cash though i wanted a shirt and cds or something, but the freakin shirts were like 30-35 bucks!! i only had 20. shiiit. maybe another day XD atleast i got to go, and i saw some old friends too!! which was pretty sweeeet. i miss my friends. xo

all in all today was pretty bad ass!

its almost 3AM now and i just finished a little bit of homework for my class tomorrow. Now i am about to go finish sewing some lace and a badtz patch on my jacket. good times.

I cant wait for darkest hour & at the fucking gates in july!! hellz yeah!

exoh

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:16:24 GMT

I'm going to see CHILDREN OF BODOM tonight!! with IN FLAMES, MEGADETH, & JOB FOR A COWBOY!!! :LSKJDgadg;dsgfas i'm SO excited!!! i'm going to try and sneak in my camera somehow. i really want to take pictures. forreal. <3

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 16:58:35 GMT

I'm going to see CHILDREN OF BODOM tonight!! with IN FLAMES, MEGADETH, MUNICIPAL WASTE, & JOB FOR A COWBOY!!! :LSKJDgadg;dsgfas i'm SO excited!!! i'm going to try and sneak in my camera somehow. i really want to take pictures. forreal. <3

wow

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:25:59 GMT

i just wrote this long ass entry and my computer messed up and it didnt post :(

So i will try and rewrite what i can remember =]

I got to go to san antonio this last saturday!! it was so much fun, stef joined a new band called The Fight Scene and they won the contest thing to play Taste of Chaos in san antonio, it was so badass!! I had a great time, and they played a great show!! the rest of the bands were awesome too! There were 2 bands from japan there, it was neato!! Atreyu was great, avenged sevenfold was insane! they had fireworks going off behind them during their set! it was fuckin cool!! I almost got to meet Alex from atreyu but they ran to their van too fast after they played. aww. maybe next time! i've been wanting to meet them for the past 6 years! ive seen them live probably like 3 or 4 times. i love their old albums, great stuff!! i got some awesome pictures too. it was great to see stef get a little taste of stardom.

i wonder how many times i said great just now.. oh, only 3. it felt like more lol.

So after the show we leave the freeman colliseum and are both WAY too tired to drive all the way home, so we got about halfway before we found a hotel that was vacant and got a room and crashed.

Sunday was a horrible day. emotional rollercoaster.we wake up to stef getting a text from her dad saying he gave away her dog. it was so not cool, he didnt even talk to her about it or anything.. he just gave him away. Spike was her dog for like 8 years. thats so sad, and i'm sad too because he was just starting to warm up to me after 4 years. he finally would sit in my lap and lay with me.. its heartbreaking.

So after we get back to houston, we randomly decided to go to Galveston with stef's mom, sister, and her sisters boyfriend, her moms dog star and my dog chief(both chihuahuas!). so we got to hang out at the beach for about 3 hours. it was pretty fun. i got some cool pictures!

boo!

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 22:29:18 GMT

I need to do my drawing.

I'm doing a presentation on the origin of breakdancing. wah!!

xo

i made this for Mr. LP & Apnea - VIVA!

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 04:01:22 GMT

:]

xo

fuck!!

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:33:42 GMT

I cant believe apnea is actually being sued too!! fuck that!!

I need to do something to help~anything!!

Fetish ball!

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 02:37:40 GMT

The fetish ball on Saturday was pretty amazing! there lots of pretty people & cool outfits and I had some fun there. I was right upfront and middle when Rubberdoll performed and whoaaaa she's incredibly HOT! =P She did some stuff on stage ive never seen before! but thats kinda what she's known for, but still it was so cool.

I was kinda cold the whole night because i was just wearing pasties that i made myself out of some lace and lots of GOOGLY EYES!! and some tiny shorts. Next year i'll hopefully have a better outfit & hopefully have more fun!

I start school again on monday. that should be a new pace to pick up on. i'm going to have to find some kind of way to work 40+ hours a week while going to school at the same time. Tough but im hoping i can figure something out. I'm a little behind on some bills & I need to put gas in my car and clean it and go get groceries which will all have to wait until after friday when i get paid. i only have $1 to my name right now, its no bueno. so much to do so little time & money!

i can sort of play the slow part in light this city's 'Exile' now on guitar. I'm a little proud of myself. ;)

stef is making cookies, and im so ready for them! But im still full from earlier i ate a Taco Cabana Bowl at like 530 and im still feeling SO FULL. man those things are so good!!

Darkest hour is coming in the summer with AT THE GATES! Holy fuck, i thought they broke up! Well apparently they did but they got back together, how insane is that! i'm so excited for this show, its crazy.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 03:06:07 GMT

We got the keys to our new apartment today! it was great, i wanted to go inside and spin in circles on the floor but they havent changed the locks yet... O.o soo i dont even know why they bothered giving me the keys. what a tease!

As soon as i get my next paycheck i'll be able to pay my webdesigner and my site should be finished! Finally! Gosh, its been kind of expensive to get a site built.. but i've been doing my best to try and save money for it and its taken me this long, and this lady is only charging me half of what the guy i had working on it before was.. so im like okay bye gary, hello natalie! =P

I am hopefully also going to get my side tat colored in and finished so i can get mr picnic over there to shoot me a DN set already! ;]

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 03:36:39 GMT

Right on!

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 00:52:59 GMT

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 05:12:51 GMT

i got my face painted at the zoo lol

This is my FAVORITE picture from the zoo! the vulture he looks so kewl!

:)

Those are pretty

whoa!

close up of its pretty eyes

Catfish!

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 01:15:46 GMT

i went to the zoo today :D

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 03:57:50 GMT

Me & Totoro!!

& Me & Stef & the cat bus!!

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:56:06 GMT

me0w! I spent the night in galveston with stef. her aunts and uncle rented a beach house it was really fun! it was way too cold and windy to really go outside but it was still nice to be there and see the water.
Saturday i was in another little mini SINched fashion show again. it was kinda fun, but i was freezing and starving at the same time so i was kind of just waiting around till we did our little walk so i could go home and cuddle in a warm blanket!
So on the way home im thinking about spaghetti the whole way, and im thinking how wonderful some garlic bread is gonna be with it, ohh god i love stef's spaghetti and garlic bread!!!
we get home and theres no bread :( :( So i was crushed but i still ate the spaghetti and loved it just as much. :)

Thats pretty much my weekend. hehe. i had some fun driving 8 hours on thanksgiving to new orleans cause there was a detour and i got lost for 2 hours. wow thats nice. and then driving back the next morning at 8am but that time it only took 6 hours so thats not so bad. thursday i left at 11 and got there around 7?! i think it was. needless to say, it sucked. so i basically just drove to new orleans to eat and go to sleep and then wake up to drive again. haha. my parents new house is pretty!
i like it a lot.

i should go blowdry my hair i just took a shower and my hair is wet and the fan is on and so im freeeeeezing.

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 11:41:32 GMT

i bought a puppy! A chihuahua he's black and hes just about 10 weeks old now!

here's my little man!! <3

I also went to a pow wow last Sunday at traders village it was awesome. :)
I got some photos !!

^ that one is my favorite !!

Their outfits are amazing, i cant wait until i can get one made for me !!
I'm so proud to be half Native American, its such a beautiful culture!

Thats me and my little brother Mikie, and in the back my nephew Lawrence. lol.

how nice!

Little more than a month until i go to VEGAS & Utah!! oh man, snow! i haven't seen it in a while. its crazy.

I'm going to Louisiana next week for thanksgiving. my parents just bought a house in new Orleans.. i wanna see it! I think it has 9 bedrooms or something. How crazy!
I had to do a self portrait for my observational drawing class, and I'm not sure how close this is to me, but i tried!!

I worked hard on it. i kind of feel like it looks like a man.
Gr. at least i tried!

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 21:57:20 GMT

I am making the best of what is going on in my life right now. I'm not so bad. I've been worse, and there's definately other issues that i should focus on instead of some of the things that make it inside my head lately.
how are you world?

My dad's birthday is october 29th, im giving him a cute present :D
I just need to figure out what picture to give him.
I miss my dad. i never see him. If you dont know who my parents are:

This is my parents dancing.
He looks like Jackie Chan huh? :)

I bought a guitar. its pretty neato. I've been trying to learn guitar lately.
I want to playyy!!!

I wrote a few songs.
Stef really likes this one :

"The glass distorts the view
The shards slice wounds
So long i've waited
& So long i've taken
this, and only this
Creating imaginary hope
Cornering nightmares
Taunting visuals
keep me awake
All for the sake
of finding myself
This double sided mirror
the reflection it holds
polaroids and canvas
The stippled construction
torn edges confide
-it surrounds me
enclosed in this dream
so long i've waited
so long i've taken
All of this..."
© miko marie 2007

I just want to leave with this note: I love darkest hour so much.

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 20:51:40 GMT

so she tells me today that this girl she likes is 16. holy crap. going from a 20 year old lady with a job and in college to a 16 year old girl in high school. i'm. so. over. it.

whatever makes her happy right?

She says she doesnt have a doubt that we will end up together.
and i take that to heart! its helping me cope with this a whole lot better.

now it looks like i should just go out and have fun right? ;)
im going to vegas in december. im pretty excited about it. the big twenty one.
fun time?! Sucks that my birthday is on a sunday though.
o well!

Who wants to party?!!
I wanted to go to austin this weekend so bad..
but i guess i waited too long to get everything ready which sucks.
i missed out on all the fun!! =( Maybe ill make it to the next one??!
I love deviant nation.